If you believe in me, how can I be dissolving?

About fucking time.......

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:29:05 GMT

Silverchair
Rock City
13th of August

Can't fucking wait!!!!

Yummy

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 13:52:55 GMT

Hmm....curly fries ah the goodness, but shame on me for the lack of control that caused me to be in this hungover state with the munchies. Ah well, I'll never learn :o( Feeling pretty content today, thought I was never going to make it this morning as I was feeling pretty damn crappy but now I'm jamming. Still feeling icky but this kind of icky I can handle. I can't smoke though, probably a good thing.....

WooHoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 13:13:46 GMT

I'm going to see The Used YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait *happy dance* :o)

Another day at the office........

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:06:18 GMT

Feeling oh so tired today. I'm finding myself staring at the computer screen in a daze then realising oh shit I should be doing work. It doesn't help that our manager is planning on reviewing how much work we do as the figures are looking quite dodgy....but then again I find myself thinking that I don't give a shit! I have just found a few short stories communities which means I have more reasons to skive and try and fade away into another existence so I can leave the shitness of the work environment behind.

Feeling very meh about the whole work thing, I look around me and I honestly believe that this job sucks the soul out of you (dramatic I know) but god there must be so many better things I could be doing with my time just now whilst still making money....I just haven't found them yet.

Anyway enough with the moaning, got AFI to look forward to in April so that keeps me going. Just wish they'd hurry up and send me the god-damn tickets so I could stop worrying that we won't get them in time. Grr!!

Will this day ever end??!!!

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 13:21:39 GMT

Having a terrible case of the Monday blues. Still feeling ill from the weekend and mad at myself for my total lack of self-control. Also feeling guilty at the lack of work I've done so far today, but I can't seem to get my head around it. God the way I'm feeling today you'd think that the world was about to end...yes I am being a drama queen but at least I'm quietly sitting here keeping it all to myself....well apart from any poor sod who wants to read this!

Ah well not to worry, taking my mum to the carvery tonight for a belated Mother's day dinner and a catch up, that should make me feel better....here's hoping!

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 15:31:54 GMT

Bored now....just want to go home no, correction...to the pub! Can't get the song from finding nemo out of my head (just keep swimmin...just keep swimmin) hee hee - hence the picture.

Meh, looking forward to this weekend though. Will get merrily tipsy on cider tonight and maybe make my boyfriend watch finding nemo with me so I can sing along with dory! Then we should be going to see Hot Fuzz for the second time tomorrow. Hmm.....popcorn :o) I love that film soooooooo much!!

Yay, it's Friday!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 12:20:13 GMT

Fridays here at last....feeling pretty upbeat today, it's dress down day as well so that always helps :o)
Finding it increasingly hard to do any work - there are soooo many things to look at on here, so many communities to join!

Last night I went to speak easy with Nina for a drink after work and was frowned upon because once again I ordered a pint of cider - I can't seem to help myself. And yes, I am once of those people who moan about their weight but don't actually do anything about it! Anyways.....then I went home and had a nice surprise package waiting for me - some xmas prezzies from my best mate back home, a bit late I know! But she also included some pics of us when we were younger they are so funny, it got me thinking about the good old days....ah the memories! Well the night once again involved more weed which means I can't really recall what happened after that but I'm sure it wasn't all that interesting!

Anyways....guess I'll get more work done and post later when I'm bored again!

Woo hoo first LJ post :o) !!!!!!

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 13:57:38 GMT

I knew this would happen....my minds gone blank. What would I like to write about? Personally I'd love to fill up this whole post with ranting and raving about my job and how shit it is but I am trying to go to a calm, happy place in my head to block out the shitness! *Fluffy clouds and Hello Kitty*

So yes I'm sitting in my work just now pretending to look busy and professional while I write this. I don't know how many of my posts will be filled up with happy thoughts and dreams as I will be sitting at my work every time I post something - I don't have a computer at home, poor me!

I can't say I have much to write about this week as it has been filled with working and stoner goodness. Ah yes most of my nights have been filled up with smoking good old weed with my boyfriend. Can't say I remember all that much.....just a lot of rambling, munchies and random tv programs which like to fuck with your head! I love how being high can totally change your perception of everything, I just feel like my view on life completely changes for the better when I'm like that.

Anyways....I'll leave it at that for now, no doubt i'll post something else before the days finished - I am a big skiver :o)